Big name. The finish is the answer to a question I was asked yesterday. How long have you been a survivor? Well I am doing Chemo again, they found more cancer, I am feeling crappy, my hair is going to start falling out and I have sores up and down my mouth and digestive system. So I didn't know how to answer that question but I do now. How long have I been a survivor? TODAY - Because that is all there is. And can I tell you how grateful I am for that.
MY BABIES:
Jerry
Kandiss, Jeff, Nataly, Sydney, Talmage
Tasha, Ben, Cash, Gabby
Whitney
The rest of my family and all you friends.
You keep me a survivor today and everyday.
One thing after 20 cuts under the scapulae this year there is this one place on my left chest which is where my babies always lay their little heads and I love them. But they put this port thing in and Gabby just blasts her little head there like a cannonball. Ouch. Got any suggestions? I will keep her and yank out that big chunk of medical implant of some sort. It is supposed to help!!!
The sun just came up and I need to get ready for the day. This is my favorite time of day. It means I still have the whole day. Even on days when I can't make it through the whole day. Some days I wear the orangutan shirt of my Dad's and I feel him around me and reminding me that it is about the babies whether they are the flavor of the month or not. You know he is right.
Good Morning---
